Saturday, June 09, 2007

Arghhhh!! + Grave disease...

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Not much activities in May eh?
I just back from hospital, been hospitalized for 8 days. Yeah, bad news for me..I was diagnosed for Grave disease :(. The disease I myself been suspicious years ago, but I'm being so stupid for afraid to checking it. Apparently the disease started for about 10 years ago. And the last 2 years I finally realized there's something wrong with me.
Losing weight (i looked damn skinny just like Kate Moss), faster heart beat (counted 120-130/minute), increased in blood tension, getting tired easily, and I easily got fainted after taking stairs or took a not-really long walk. I also got insomnia, and facing breathing difficulty at night in 1-2 hours after asleep and that's the most scared me. I took a bus to office and I got fainted often lately. Though I can manage myself to get a seat before I fell, but it's scared me. What if on the other day I'm too weak and just fell out of nowhere??

It was a bless I met this friend. She's a doctor and noticed it once she saw me. We met for the first time. By her advice I went to hospital and been told to hospitalized right away. I hate doctors and hospital and that order was like.. eh??? Seeing the x-ray result is pretty scaring. My heart swollen.. It's my life I'm dealing with. Yeah, it was that bad. If I remember my friend's explanation on my condition and the effect, I'm really scared. I have no choice but obey what doctor asked.

So, I'm out of ward now and have to do check for routine in a year or so. The treatment we choose is the most safely? I'm have read nothing about it yet. I just hope I can get well soon...

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